Monday, November 27, 2006

tired.

nowadays so much things to do,felt like days had been passing so damn quickly.perhaps too much things on every single day or wad.too much things had been happening as days go by.

today trained at forum for kitchen thing.overall it isn't a wonderful experience there.the filet,mac chicken,mac spicy is like quite easy.but not for the grilling of the damn patties.the grilling stove is like so damn hot,and the freaking handles of that thing to close it is like soooooooooo HOT man.then,i used the cloth so that it won't be that hot,i got back my so call retribution.Had a bruise.Sara was so good that he even helped us consolidate all the things we learned today.

my hand...OUCH!!


went to PS there,then dono do what and ended up going back home at 8 plus and reached home about 10.

brother just broke up with someone.at first he like wanna go die,somemore ask me to take care of her and be friends with her again.but sad for brother lahs,think he really heartbroken.but he don't know why keep on saying me cute de.kinda weird la.

i changed my attitude and my impression on some people i don't like.like fazil,changed my opinions on him.EXCEPT,i don't like his breath only lahs.felt as if i'm belonging to mac's crew again.its a really nice feeling...

i really miss them...i mean it.

tired.

nowadays so much things to do,felt like days had been passing so damn quickly.perhaps too much things on every single day or wad.too much things had been happening as days go by.

today trained at forum for kitchen thing.overall it isn't a wonderful experience there.the filet,mac chicken,mac spicy is like quite easy.but not for the grilling of the damn patties.the grilling stove is like so damn hot,and the freaking handles of that thing to close it is like soooooooooo HOT man.then,i used the cloth so that it won't be that hot,i got back my so call retribution.Had a bruise.Sara was so good that he even helped us consolidate all the things we learned today.

my hand...OUCH!!


went to PS there,then dono do what and ended up going back home at 8 plus and reached home about 10.

brother just broke up with someone.at first he like wanna go die,somemore ask me to take care of her and be friends with her again.but sad for brother lahs,think he really heartbroken.but he don't know why keep on saying me cute de.kinda weird la.

i changed my attitude and my impression on some people i don't like.like fazil,changed my opinions on him.EXCEPT,i don't like his breath only lahs.felt as if i'm belonging to mac's crew again.its a really nice feeling...

i really miss them...i mean it.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

monthly

heyy people,here to update.okayys,firstly,if i ever use a very harsh tone on you,i'm really very sorry.this monthly period thing is always affecting my mood,i tend to have severe mood swings.1 minute,i'm harsh and another minute,i'm like so cheerful.

just here to post about this.cause its like irritating me.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

特权

能找到自己喜欢的人是件不简单的事
并不是每个人都能拥有这种特权
就像那些得了性病的人
因为一时的错
而造成终身的遗憾
除了心里的那份遗憾
还得忍受其他人对他们的排斥

但有些人却不会珍惜这种特权
把他视为是一种理所当然的事
作出他们所认为是对的
但他做的事
无意间伤害到对方
或增加对方的负担
最终各方都因为某些事而分手

只有在分手的时后
才后悔当初的愚蠢
到那时
后悔也无法弥补过去的错

也有某些人
滥用这种特权
嘴边时时刻刻都会挂这“分手”这两个字
就如换衣服似的
三天两头就换了新的男女朋友

虽然其中一定是有什么原因
但这种滥用特权的事
的确令我看不下去

这只是我的想法,别无他意。

RUDE.

today nothing special lahs.woke up early in the morning and went to plaza singapura with ying ru.reached there and bought a cup of milo,and wait for others to come.chat with juin tat for a while about work while waiting.

after everyone reached,began discussing out games day proposal.after everything's out,began gossiping and eating stuffs till 12.


Grace's lunch.hahahs.ONIONS!


georgina and grace went back to nanyang for their graduation stuffs and we(yingru &me)went back home.kinda miss home though i'm away for like a few hours only.

walked around north point,had a strange feeling about it.Everything seems like the first time the moment i stepped in.was enjoying this kind of feeling when some rude boy asked me this question:why are you staring me?I was like huh?did i stare you?then i walked away.then,he raised his voice up and asked:you did STARE at me.then kept on insisting that i stare at him.if his mother was beside him,i will sure tell his mom this:please mind your child manners.nowadays small kids like him are being pampered man...that's why i don't really like them.can't blame me for that.

btw,i'm missing them..


shu rebond her hair,wonder how she looks man.really miss yuiki also.our gossip club are going different ways le,how?somehow,i cannot live without gossiping in class..Aarghs!!

that's all for today.smiles =]

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Job attachment

Today was kinda nervous about my 2nd job attachment.didn’t know why but was really nervous,as if my whole heart was like pumping out.Aarghs..

Okays.today’s job attachment had some ups and down.i SERIOUSLY HATE that fucking ambassador.Nevermind,still got 2 more days and a real BYE BYE to him.and to one particular auntie out there, STOP being so KPO and complain to my crew member.

I really didn’t mean to make a mistake of changing the fries for someone.and I even asked that customer if I change to the large fries (which I took medium fries for her).the customer said that it’s okay,so I was like “okay lor”.than that FUCKING auntie go tell one senior crew from there.feel like smacking her man.

And the way she told the senior crew member about the whole incident,as if she’s the victim.then kept on ranting on about my mistake.I was like so pek chek and told her, “If I ever offend you, I’m sorry.” She became more sarcastic okay?! Saying :offend what offend? You didn’t offend me…(carrying on with her crazy laughter about me)I’m just telling you.

Then, when the customer’s son came back, he kept saying about the mistake I made. Man…why are Singaporeans so damn calculative about small incidents which others didn’t do it on purpose. And to that particular auntie who made such comments, please use your brains Okays? IDIOTIC AUNITE! And don’t think your hair highlights are suitable for you. It totally gross me out. And you’re like so FAT, still eat Mac. Please do some SERIOUS reflection man.

And the kitchen crew of that particular place is like so DISGUSTING also. Kept talking about what sperms and such stuffs. It totally GROSS me out okay? Guys(bois) ,do some serious reflection if you’re guilty of it.

Let’s talk about the good stuffs during the job attachment. The stall manager,miho was damn GOOD. I’m not being sarcastic here okay? She’s really a superb manager. And her hairstyle is like so COOL! I really like her a lot man.

I also like the flavor thing in that store! It’s like WOW! Tasted the bubblegum flavoring plus sprite. Totally rawks my LIFE man. DELICIOUS!like some staffs there too.they taught me some serious stuffs which I never get the chance to learn from my current crew.

BTW people, I made up with that ah beng le.we’re BROTHERS now. I mention this doesn’t mean I’m having him as my backup. I prefer to handle things through the reasonable way rather than fists. So…that’s all.

I beginning to hate NCO course,how?it’s so damn sucky I should say?ya.tomorrow I’m having a meeting for the GAMES day proposal. Need to sleep le,so goodnitee everyone.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

渴望……

我很想念当年的日子。
如果他们一人,
可向对方作出退步,
事情就不会搞到,
现在这种地步。

心里是非常的不愿意,
但还是得强迫自己,
接收这残酷的实事。

起初的排斥,
变成了习惯。
夜晚哭泣的眼泪,
变成了坚强。

如果婚姻
会造成这样的结果,
我情愿他们,
没定下这份亲缘。
没生下我们,
麻烦也剩下了。

曾经只认为,
这场架只是暂时性的。
回去想想,
他们的确有显示,
离婚前的迹象.

如果能会到从前,
我会改变历史。
就算得赌上性命,
我也愿意。


绮忆

guang liang--yue ding














recent happenings.

17th November 2006 [Friday]

okayys.actually had CCS that started at 8.30,due to my laziness,me and hq were like LATE.and we were still walking throught the park (20 mins from my home-sch).Walking slowly,and made morning calls to a edward and song rong.

waited for edward at the gate and went to the canteen.sat till 10.07am.obviously,we're LATE.slowly strolled in and listened to the stuffs.in conclusion,everything is like so damn lame lahs.and some parents totally shocked me.especially when she turned her head and said "我们都靠你了!" and she kept on asking dumb questions regarding about her son (a sissy to me) sleeping with who and who.As if her son never left Singapore's borders.

then went to CCS.overall its a boring one to me,cause i'm suffering from severe sore throat.we started taking pictures.tah-dah!

the trios group:me!!honqi & ELTON!!

ELTON!!!he's SMILING!!

am i singing?ahahhas..no lahs.was suffering from sore throat,andwas like putting my hand there lo.


18th November 2006 [saturday]

CCS and then training from centrepoint and king albert park mac.i didn't do well at king albert park mac.overall its a disappoinment for my performance.and i don't like the fries man.the blue-t manager rawks!i'm tired to talk about iy.

19th november 2006 [Sunday]

NCO course.totally sianx.i slept at sir bao tian's class as ma'am wan ling isn't there =X.but overall its ok.when its like going to PT,i was like quite tense up.cause i'm kinda afraid the instructors would like tekan us.yes,they did okayy?


See no EVIL.


after that came home.gosh!my schedule is like so packed.but for the sake of money,i'm willing to do it.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

chalet

14 novemeber 2006 [first day]

okayys.its like kinda boring.cause me and the other girls reached there at about 7 plus.nothing much to do.room was stuffy and decided to go out and have a breather.something bad happen in between too.that's why i need a breather.here comes the complaining part,if you guys don't want to read,then skip ot the part where the fonts are not coloured.

someone is like so vain man.thinking she got an ah beng stead then can make use of her stead to help her beat up someone she doesn't like.all and all is a total crap.and sending those messages which contain threats,you think all those can scare me,shit you.so what if you're one 'genuine' ah beng?one fine day you're bound to get behind the bars and perhaps get whacked by the caner hard.

here's the mini conversation we had [ah beng's number is :98558909 (i think its a need to put that down.)] :
1st time (phone call)
ah beng:eh!why you go scold my stead?
me:huh?what talking you and who are you?
ah beng:don't act blur horx,why you go scold my stead?
i hung up the phone.

2nd time(sms-es)
ah beng:why you go scold my stead ghost bitch?you not happy izzit?come find ming jie from 18 kinas and we settle. [i don't even want to know you,only people who have corked eyes will go jio your stead lor ]
me:who are you?
ah beng:u ask dumb questio isit nw i not happy wif u my stead giv me ur no.y not happy huh u touch her or wat u betta watch out la don et me c ur face la c liao my frenz whack u up [and your english is damn perfect!and to that bitch,don't ever give other people my number.oh ya!i forget you like to give people YOUR number hor?and to that ah beng,why the hell should i touch her?she had no BIG breasts,no perfect butt and she fats at her tummy.why the hell would i youch them for?just admit you want SEX.and if you whack me up,its not you who's going to pay it,its that bitch. ]
i didn't reply him.those things which are typed in this brackets [] or () are just my thinkings.
ah beng:u chappx wher wan huh hey i tel u hor u not happy hor u cum hor cal ur frenz or father mother all cum i not scare of u ok u lyk showing attitude 2 everybody y not show 2 mei tel u 1st la hor nw u go 2 shi ting say sry la hor she will sms me say whather u gt say anot if not tel u u outside in yishun area woodlands in jurong area u surely kana whack by my kina la hor [why the hell should i tell you where my usual hangouts?you wanna call my friends to help me i also don't wanna call.its a matter between me and that BITCH,not you.and don't you know that i'm popular in the class?for your information,your BITCH isn't.and a mtter of fact,she's not in the school too.a lot people HATE HER.i don't even think i should say sorry to her and wherever i go must report yo you izzit?or you got a tracking system being placed on me, when i go there,i sure get whack?BRAINLESS JERK.]
i didn't reply him.
ah beng:tel u hor nw i make life easy 4 u ok say sry settle liao u wan play wif me i anything de hor u understand ma [life now for me is like the waves in the sea.you think your BITCH problems matters me?they sure not.you want play with me i also don't wanna play with you. ]
i didn't reply him.
ah beng:wa u power hor gp complain everybody somemore show my stead attitude say hwe ghost bitch n point ur damn ugly middle finger lorx steady don wan say sry rite tis show u make me wan find trouble rite ok go complain la they wan beat me cum 1 by 1 i use weapon tool they use wat aso can say sry so easy donwan rite ok u wan play wif 18s kina la bitch of de motherfucker asshople shit face c u wan vomit la buffalo idiot. [i didn't complain,i TELL them.she show me attitude,go and use her fucking eyes to diao me,if you were me,would you show attitude?obviously will.and how did you know my middle finger is ugly?tot yours is worst and why the hell should i say sorry?no point for me to do that.if you think i will say sorry under forced circumstances,you're WRONG.most probably you always say sorry to make your BITCH happy.WIMP.if you wanna fight,just come and deal with me,don't include my friends in.and if you wanna use weapns,fine with me.kill me if you can,i would be happy to die and release from the misery i'm having now.]

to that ah beng,if you wanna whack me up,come find me.i'm not afraid to.and i could go to the police with those messages that was still stored in my phone and sue you for threatening.let you get the taste of being whacked in the butt. you should be thankful to my friends that they advise not to make the chalet worse.and you should be thankful that i couldn't stand pleas from my friends.what's my thinking and wadeva things i included,is personally typed by me.

i slept outside at the so call 'bench'.its better,naturally cool.rather than being squeezed.were like chatting with them in the middle of the night.and they claimed that i looked like an ah ma when i lie down there sleeping.saw my ex-classmate JINGYI!!had a little chat with her.but its nice.i really did fell asleep around 3 plus am and woke up at 5 plus am .its like so damn nice.sometime later you guys should try if you're having your own chalet.went to mac have our breakfast asn went to watch sunrise.song rong woke all of them up to see the sun rise which is like the sun is already up.me,shu,yuiki,kaiting,sam,jiaojun went off earlier to have our bed!!!!hahahs.its nice sleeping bahs.

after waking up,had lunch and we went to WOW WOW WET!its my first time there!really had a great time there.especially the tsunami!!some lifeguards are handsome okays?lols my hands are aching now..cause kept on pulling shu and yuiki to the 1.5m part.is really shiok.lots of people thought i couldn't swim man,i was like duh.fat people like me can swim okayys.

there's one part when we're playing tsunami,someone was like keep on putting that life buoy on me.i was like heyy!which *********** put on me.i don't want lahs.that was the time i drank lots of water.in the end,i did not get the thing.kept playing.when we get out of the tsunami,song rong was like telling me this: eh! michal,you very pro lei.you never put on life jacket,somemore you also dono how to swim. that was the time i told him i know how to swim.SHOCKING ehs?

after that,had bbq.quite nice.was helping to cook crabsticks.its so not easy to cook crabsticks.later on,song rong took over.and to some people who complained that we didn't sent the food in as we promised,and we kept on giving those people who were outside the food,please do some REFLECTION on your REQUEST.i think you have no rights to say that ok,you weren't the one who were bbq-ing those food,and at that point of time,we were just starting to bbq.and regarding the issue we gave the food we bbq-ed to the people outside first,that's absolutely WRONG.i would recommend you go to the optician to take a look at your eyesight.stop complaining as if you've done all the work and you think you have the RIGHTS to request.

and to the same bunch of people,would you guys PLEASE do another REFLECTION regarding the bedroom.you guys always occupy the bed while those who deserve the bed,either they sleep on the floor in the air-con bedroom or the stairs or the floor at the ground level.what you guys did was not even 1% of what they did,yet you're enjoying their privillages.and ot that particular person who commented during the bbq,you're not the most chio girl i ever seen that will make me go crazy,so stop thinking of using your beauty to do all those unreasonable request.

at that paticular bbq night,i found that some guys in 2d do really care about their friends.like i'm having serious sore throat,some show their care towards me.what makes me remeber the most is that during the first day,wei dong still remember his promise that he made to me when i cried,he gave me a piece of bubblegum.some people do really care,like elton,song rong,yoke ting,ru ting,si hui....etc.we're just like a family,caring for each other.I TRULY REMEMBER THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER.

third day,last day of chalet.

caught this.lols.shu didn't know that.=X


frankly speaking,its the day where i'm unwilling to leave the chalet,but i still have to.ATTENTION 2d PEEPS!!i'll remember the days we were together as 1.bullying teachers,receving complains from teachers,get scolded by teachers,copying homework together,cheated in test before,and my gonna-be ex-neighbours.ESPECIALLY shu,yuiki,edward,yoke ting,yong chun,shi yun.they're people i really cherish most.those names who aren't mentioned,you guys are also being cherished by ME!!.MISS ME!!


days ending too fast
too much happiness left in the past
i missed them.
could i reverse time
to experience this whole lot of stuffs again?


i love them
2d '06 will walk into CCHY's history soon.
and a new chapter will soon begin........

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

okayys.finally i'm able to blog in my com.only till today then can.weird blog seh.people,if you think my blog is too plain,don't blame me.cause i cant edit the template in the blogger beta,and seriously its giving the whole lot of troubles.so i think i'm happy with it.

11-11-06 (saturday)

its honqi's birthdy.so you know,i'm wishing her a happy belated birthday in my blog.went to ahmad ibrahim primary school to teach some kiddos to do bandaging.and seriously,its a tough one.especially handling a brownie,and a 'so-call' prefect.you guys can ask nazurah what's my expression and the time where i almost go totally insane.

and there's one part when that so-call prefect was like doing elevation armsling on me,the brownie was watching,and the brownie poked my breast.i was like 'hey!why you go and poke my breast!'think sir chern ann heard it and he was like laughing.yupps.

honqi came my house and stayed till we went out.its like raining so heavily.aarghs.but lucky i'm not the one who suffered so damn seriously from the rain.went to mrt to meet the other two guys.thank goodness that norvin could come at the very last minute!ahhas.NORVIN ONG WAS LATE.(note that.)

proceeded to VIVO city.nothing much to see.but i was quite attracted to a fashion show which was being held.its the first-ever time i've seen a real life fashion show!!!okayys i know i'm being exagerrating,but i kinda love it.perhaps,one of my dreams is to be one of the fashion designers..who knows?hahas.

frankly speaking,i think those people who had shops in VIVO city,they sure earn big bucks.cause even finding a place in food court is equals to finding a needle in a stack of hay.trust me,go there and experience it yourself.norvin was like a hungry ghost.the moment we found our seats,his trace could not be found.i felt that i'm like a maria too,helped him wiped his sweat when he's eating tomyam noodles.sobs.

we went to toys 'r' us.it kinda fun,cause me and norvin ong was like playing and running all about.and some people claimed that we were like couples.the only expression i can give is this =.='''.that's a total impossible thing cause we're uncle and neice,so don't misunderstand guys =].

and we even went to a ship.yea.llearned something new.
doulohs is the greek word of servant.
note that down.uncle was like so obsessed with those bible books that were sold in the ship.i was like =.='''.i think that's the end of all the activites.then,we train-ed home.during that time,we're playing like siao.thanks to that norvin ong.will be posting the pictures up here.

Monday, November 13, 2006

new blog.

hi people!this is my new blog.due to some servere problems from blogger beta,my previous blogs is like 'spoiled'.yupps.new one.if you guys want me link you,please tag in my tagboard.will be updating about some things later on.